And right now though, I am trying my best to complete all of my assignments, the individual ones, if I have to emphasize. The thought of having them being completed actually excites me.
I want to become a better person, really. I realize that I have been neglecting everything, letting my emotions take over me. I have decided, that I should not let it happen anymore - at least I will try. It works, actually, when you put your parents first in everything that you do, with the thought of not wanting to disappoint them. Because that is what I am trying to do at the moment, let's score better than before!
P/S: There is something good that keeps happening to me: I don't feel that nervous anymore while presenting or talking in front of everyone. I wish this will continue until I'm able to fix this weakness of mine.